NOT.
everythings so fucking hard.
school, im fucking failing cus i think i just dont give a fuck that much anymore.
apps, i have no fucking motivation to anything because im always the wait till deadline kinda person.
friendships, it's fucking hard to keep em if so many people break my trust in one way or the other.
someone one told me that "never trust anybody but yourself," because if you put all your trust in someone, you're gonna get fucking hurt. real fucking bad.
sorry im not optimistic like the fucking weather nowadays
usually i am, but what is there to be fucking optmistic about.
when everything's fucking complicated.
i wanna just get outta here. away from everything for like a few days. or weeks. or months.
colorado or north dakota seems like a fucking great place to go
cus i can sit in the fucking grass allday errday and just think my thoughts through.
fuck liars.
fuck haters.
fuck bitches.
good bye.
