school's a bust, except break and lunch and passing periods.
and i'm not even excited for hc this weekend for some reason.
i think it's because of what happened at monster,
and i realized that i shouldn't get my hopes so high, or else if it gets crushed (not saying that it will, cross maah fingers), it'll be a bust two weekends in a row and i'm most definately not down for that!
i think i needa focus more. discipline.
sucks that i always need someone to push/motivate me,
but i know i can do this! alright, after this weekend,
no more going out. till i'm done with uop, uc, and usc essays.
my jaw hurts.
